I don't know is it the hatred, or cant be bothered mood in me.
Trying my very best not to think negative, or maybe i used to what it is.
Oh, did I say I 'fall down' again.
YES, once again, even in the 2012. That why i say im just so fuck up.


Running and keep on running !!!

Finally finally finally
Closed chapter for the awful 2011 I had. *phew*

Welcoming beautiful 2012, and is also my year-DRAGON !!!!
*please don't be so awful like last year*
Same as usual, set my new goals and resolutions, hoping to achieve.
I will promise myself to become a better, responsible and be more feminine for the year. Hahaha.

The first 8 days of the year was kind of messy and complicated already. How can i be so confuse and not even be myself for the first 8 days.
But I do enjoyed some lil moments. I felt so contradicting now.

Whatever it is, definitely want to be a better person.
Time to bed now. Complexion seems so bad, didn't have enough sleep on the first day of this year already.

Tomorrow A shift. really fuck my life.

Last but not least, good night to you.

I will never never never be happy :(

I really don't know what to do. :(
Just continue do that to me.
Keep on torture my mind.
Because u never see me happy again.

went for a haircut 3 days ago. im loving the length of my hair.
Thanks Sam.






November bad month.
pay cut for don't know whatever reason. sucks.
wait for the pay slip .
The schedule still alright. Many late shifts.
Dont know is it good or bad.


Irritating people still irritating.
They are born with it.
What to do.

Really have to know what i want and should really pen down some planning and do some savings.

My driving license. please wait for me.
i will come get you ASDAP!!!


=(

2 months plus since my last update.
many things happened and definitely happened for reasons.
dont bother to say.

In love with myself. No more drama. ENOUGH.

My life still the same, things happened/repeated everyday. nothing new at the moment.
By the way can time rewind back, to the day i wish and watch it like a movie.

i know is impossible.
=(

witch,
fuck off

Hey WITCH,

-whose blog is this?
-why cant i post randomly stuffs?

whatever it is. WITCH is stalking me. I cant say anything.

I jumping off the building once again. Hey WITCH, u are still the same.
Things still the same.

Blame myself to fall into this kind of fucking trap.

BLAME MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!


=( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =(

How to break curse from the WITCH?
Im clueless.

It seems like im stuck in the curse that the WITCH cast on me and i cant help myself to get out of it.

I wanna get out.
I wanna get out.
I wanna get out.
I really wanna get ooouuuutttt.

Why am i so foolish to believe whatever the WITCH say or should i say im just dumb and get myself into deep shit of troubles.

I dont want harm the innocent people.


where are you =( =( =(