Wednesday, March 12, 2014 ♥
♥ 3/12/2014 08:26:00 pm
Hais. This month wasn't my month at all :(
A lot of things happened and I knew I can't handle this at all. Internally, is killing me slowly . I pretended nothing happened and continue to be there for you. You are just so cruel to me. I don't know is my fault or your fault.
I can't sleep well for the past few months. Trust me, I really can't and mind fucking myself so much. Nightmares in the middle of the night, woke up and worried about you. Am I being foolish ?
I just hoping there is a miracle happens and I will flying over the moon, is that possible? I really don't know. Sometimes I just feel so tired for all the things that had happened.
I just know you are my future and I really want you to be part of it.
Please, I holding on. Don't let go of me and I promise I will be yours forever.