happy new year.

new fresh day tmr. yeah. it gonna be a new yr ahead for mii.
start to plan alot of things and wat my life goin to be.

* get car lisence *
* many money *
* start saving money for my future *
* be a good lady *
* relationship wif everybodys go well *
* stay happy *

still gt some more but i forget ..
hhaha,
i will try moii best achieve moii target. yeah.

today..?? is eve of christmas...


haha...
so broing.. im still jobless now.. sianz.. that is something i dun like..
no jobs.. no money.. liveing damn tough..

GOD...
when u giving mii a job which i like... lol... sianz..

sorrie to someone cos i told him i gt a job but in the end dun have..



anyway i will be celebrate christmas at hougang one of the corners...
lol..
cos dear dear workin ma.. sian.. nvm la...
hehe...


wish everyones enjoy their christmas happily...

currently in shag mood..

no jobs now.. sian..
the boss are damn motherfucker..
haha...
need ppl den cal u... dun need ppl den dun nid u...
wtf.. at least i worked for 9mths plus.. sian...
bad days...

i interview kbox few days ago and i was shortlisted..
but i dun realli like the time at all..
is not shift work is a regular time...
* moring shift - 11-7pm
* afternoon shift - 7-3am

have to pay deposit for the tops and buy black pants and shoes..
im damn broke now..
where is moii god of wealth..
lol..
sian...
moii purpose is to look for moring work den the time like dat..
wat if i post to afternoon shift how..
some more the ppls look so *yuck*
haha...

still lookin for other kinds of work..
like admin or receptionist.. sianz...

hope i can find the job i like..
but den to spend money first...
haha...

yeah...

i just change moii blogskin.. happy... i just upload moii photo too... hahaha..
achievement... lol...

btw i saw a pic which i felt verii cooll...



*hope u enjoy this pic*
P:S * strictly after dinner to be seen *

now moii dear dear sleepin sia... miss him...

christmas coming...
hohohoho...

who can save mii from hurt...

im just realise nobody can even moiiself...
i would rather stay in the hole den climbing up...

nobody wun blame mii, scold mii, hurt mii...
i just a nobody..

im so tire. . do u noe..
u dunno and dun bother to noe ba...


i just hate the life now...

let meiiyan rest in peace...

ROT IN HELL

ii dun believe in fairytales..

meant to coax those kids...

recently i think i feel very hurt...
373 days is just nothin meant much to this relationship...
quarrel still goin on and he think is moii fault being fan...

ii fan den he wat.. watever he ask mii to do or go where by moii self... i just keep quiet...
i maybe think he dun put more conmmitment in there...
he will treat mi good whenever need help..

I DUNNO ...

nobody noe how ii feel...
i just lonely...

nobody can share wif mii moii happiness or moii sadness...
even moii dearest can 't do tat...
i wan to share wif him but wat he will say to mii..

"so... moii problem ar...!"
i feel so hurt...

i dun feel love from him...

let mii die earlier la...

tmr is sat nite.. clubbin wor..

actually goin club wif moii friends on thursday de.. but ii nv go cos dunnno.. dun feel like goin..
but im goin tmr nite wif moii dear dear... yeah..
happy... but anyway i dunno leii...
i got free tickets but den need to produce student pass...
shit..
mine consficated a idiotic bus conductor.. shit him... den now dun have.. sian.. i need it.. help...

i so excited goin mos tmr... whooo....
happy.. i need student pass... who can lend mii....


if not pay money leii... sian

i was so broke... damn it..
moii boi boi haven get pay... sianz...
help help....
lol...

2 more days to 1 year anniversary...

JEALOUS OVERRULE TRUTH...

tat wat i believe in this relationship... i had nth to say anyway...
anyway wat i encounter partly is truth...

i also believe somethings tat doesn't happen it happen when i dun wan it happen...
sound complicated but is truth... haha...
i understand can liao... lol

u dun have to be so mean when ii mean it truth...

understand?? trust?? care??
do i have it in a relationship..
maybe i have it is only i dun feel it or the other way round..
personal thinkin too...

i love eu so i love eu the other way round which eu can't accept and wat u wan mii to do..
i tried moii best to be wat u wan but is partly mentally problem which eu can't blame mii...

i turn into which im not used to be react in relationship..
maybe.. personal thinkin...

but thanks god tat i met into eu which bring happiness...
wat i say just now is just personal thinkin too...
dun take it to heart...

we still have long ways to go
understand each other..
i learn to understand eu, love eu, concern eu...

all wat i say is all moii personal thinkin..
is all PERSONAL THINKING..

i love u baobeii...
happy advance 1 year anniversary...
muacks...