i dont know what am i thinking about.

especially when you are angry, i'm confused and we quarrel.

sometimes, i am wondering why am i so stupid. and i really hate myself being stupid.
why cant i be a smart person. why why why.

heaven, they are so cruel and being unfair.

hate myself being ugly.
hate myself being stupid.
hate myself being me.
i damn hate myself.

i just so afraid of you, do you know.

been bloghopping today and came to know 1 good new and 1 bad new.

good new;
jiaer had surrender herself. hope she straighten her thinking and dont be so foolish.
she pretty and young, great future ahead. good luck to her.

bad new;
meiling had been caught. why is she so FOOLISH. told me you want to settle down and find a job and save up lot of money and yet what gone into you.
alot of peoples might misunderstood her as a bad accompany but actually she not.
She is a very nice lady. FASTER COME OUT OK.
miss you babe.


that life.
ups and downs and no prediction what is the next move of our life.
treasure what you have now and dont regret.

hais.
=(



there was a small little fire broke out on Wednesday at pacific plaza.

decided to write a nice one even though no one reading it.
do i care??? maybe i do.
OMG!!! i so contradicting again, always.

as usual, off day tmr and also need to attend a meeting tmr.
don't really will mention as i guess nth to proud of.

am i emo or what ?
i not emo, i guess spend too much times with baby will eventually lead you to lose lots of friends and resulted no one tag in my blog. WTF>>>
at this point of time, i really wish i able to go back to school or go back secondary school start all over again.
i promised i will study hard.
i promised i will be a good girl.

but too late. right now only me or my boss working so who can i mix with again?
i serious doubt this question before and what get back as an answer is ADMIT THIS FATE, FORGET IT.
hmm, i also thinking that way too.

i so lack of self confident.
i so afraid peoples laugh at me.
i so afraid peoples bully me.
i so afraid no one friend me.
i so afraid of so many things.

and i seriously and accepted what in my life and just be it.
that why i always hopping i will die asap. no more bothering, no more afraid of.
like i say,
everything is too late. let it be.

omg. i guess i'm contradicting in my mind again.

will update a video clip and some pictures that taken today at Pacific Plaze.
A small little fire broke out.

last but not least, i miss my baby alot, muacks.

when i was a child, i spoke as a child.
I understood as a child, i thought as child.
But when i became man,
i put childish things away.

- 1 Corinthians 13:11

* i wish i will remain as a child. *


it so unreasonable. what the hell did i do wrong.
forget it. I'm in wrong anyway, always. (i guess so)

no point explaining.

=(

just keep quiet and pass my day.

flu flu FLU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i guess i'm down flu seriously after i slept in my mom air condition room!!!
headache and flu at the same time.. soon will be sore throat and i hoping i will lost my voice soon.
wahahaha...



watched FAST AND FURIOUS 4 with baby at Bugis.
bad seat. -_- GREAT SHOW!!!
i have the urge feeling getting my car license ASAP!!! and feel like clubbing at the end of show too!!!
anyway i gonna register this coming thursday !!! hahaha!!!
oh gosh!! i mad!!!

went over Jurong Point just now sending baby back camp and realize it had change.
The area of that shopping will spacious and eventually will lot of retail shops there!!
was crowded as usaual..

i cant wait for the Tampines 1 to open this coming Thursday as is a new shopping mall or can say third shopping shopping center at Tampines.
They are mad, i guess. 3 shopping mall at one area. eventually will attract lot of shoppers like me and you to shop and boost Singapore economics.
They should raise our pay too !!! @_@

i guess i feel terrible and dizzy now!! tomorrow working!!

i guess my blog is so dead!!! please come and TAGGGGG
=(

friends meet me please!!!


kill me please

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