DIET !!! DIET !!! DIET!!!
That what i been doing this one week.
I mean not fully on diet. i guess, i hope i will see the effect now.
Watching I Guess show and realized that eating rice almost everyday will actually make me grown fat.
Right now, i'm cutting down on rice, slowly.

Plan to go Night Safari on Halloween with baby, but i choose not.
1) Location is too far.
2) Working that day.

I;m just so lazy!!

Lot of things to plan, don't know where should i start.

After reading one of the latest joanne's blog entry and i realize what i want is really 1 close friend who i need, bitch around, have fun.

Seriously, i am a independent girl. I dont confide my deepest secrets or whenever i sad to anyone. I just feel that i dont have that kind of friend who can make me tell her my deepest dirty dark secrets. I dont know why. I used to the independent. I keep things at the bottom of my heart.

I really wish time could turn back to the day i'm born.

I used to have a close friend in primary school. Due to my stupid-ness and dumb-ness, i ruined that friendship. I'm sorry =(

Also i used to have another close friend in secondary. We used to hang out together, work together, have fun together, go home together, going over to her house and play or anything. I dont know what go wrong when we're in sec 4. Everything go wrong. I dont know what the hell did i do.
Since that day, we began to drift away from each other. I realized is so terrible. Till now, we dont talked even though we been invited to one of the birthday party.

I dont really even contact mostly secondary school friends any more.
I treasure my ITE school mates now.

I really hope our friendship will last long =)

p/s : kind of emotional =(

I feel so incomplete.
Whatever i plan and list, i just cant seem to reach my goal at all.
I really following what i planned and in the end, it seem not the way i want.
Say always so easy to understand and happy cos that the way i want it. Whenever i write it down on the note book, is so messy, frustrated, "out of the control" and i have the urge to throw the whole notebook away and get a new want.

Anyway i'm getting a new notebook, again. i changed 3 notebook in a year. OMG!!!
STUPID new year resolution.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTH it is, over and over again.
So many things i want to buy.
So many things i want to do.
So many things i want to see.

I just feel that i don't have times to do =(