Wednesday, March 07, 2007 ♥
♥ 3/07/2007 11:18:00 pm
hais...feelin numb and pain as if lots of sharp sharp things poking mii and fucking hurt..IS NOT MOII FAULT WHY BLAME MII...fucker.. chat wif mii first den is moii fault.. why. i didn't do anythings wrong... thou i made a mistake before but ii trying to change.. can't eu c it.. wat ii done for eu.. why u like tat.. u noe.. i can't explain to eu but ue dun wan to listen.. i try moii best to change but eu say to mii wat ii wan to do iis up to mii..i try to follow wat u say but ue say no point..i try to tolerate everythings but ue say for wat wan break say la..have eu realli tryin to put yourself in moii shoes when u are rite but being accuse of wrong.. eespecially to someone u realli love and tryin to change for him.. iis very pain de u noe....ii realli trying to change and ii dun mind wat eu say about mii..cos ii noe iis moii fault and ii willing to change...i dunno la..i just feel deeply hurt..hais..
getting use of it le.. haha