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Thursday, April 23, 2009 ♥

♥ 4/23/2009 12:19:00 am

decided to write a nice one even though no one reading it.
do i care??? maybe i do.
OMG!!! i so contradicting again, always.

as usual, off day tmr and also need to attend a meeting tmr.
don't really will mention as i guess nth to proud of.

am i emo or what ?
i not emo, i guess spend too much times with baby will eventually lead you to lose lots of friends and resulted no one tag in my blog. WTF>>>
at this point of time, i really wish i able to go back to school or go back secondary school start all over again.
i promised i will study hard.
i promised i will be a good girl.

but too late. right now only me or my boss working so who can i mix with again?
i serious doubt this question before and what get back as an answer is ADMIT THIS FATE, FORGET IT.
hmm, i also thinking that way too.

i so lack of self confident.
i so afraid peoples laugh at me.
i so afraid peoples bully me.
i so afraid no one friend me.
i so afraid of so many things.

and i seriously and accepted what in my life and just be it.
that why i always hopping i will die asap. no more bothering, no more afraid of.
like i say,
everything is too late. let it be.

omg. i guess i'm contradicting in my mind again.

will update a video clip and some pictures that taken today at Pacific Plaze.
A small little fire broke out.

last but not least, i miss my baby alot, muacks.

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♥ The Lover.

♥bimbs.lilbull