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Friday, October 23, 2009 ♥

♥ 10/23/2009 03:46:00 pm

After reading one of the latest joanne's blog entry and i realize what i want is really 1 close friend who i need, bitch around, have fun.

Seriously, i am a independent girl. I dont confide my deepest secrets or whenever i sad to anyone. I just feel that i dont have that kind of friend who can make me tell her my deepest dirty dark secrets. I dont know why. I used to the independent. I keep things at the bottom of my heart.

I really wish time could turn back to the day i'm born.

I used to have a close friend in primary school. Due to my stupid-ness and dumb-ness, i ruined that friendship. I'm sorry =(

Also i used to have another close friend in secondary. We used to hang out together, work together, have fun together, go home together, going over to her house and play or anything. I dont know what go wrong when we're in sec 4. Everything go wrong. I dont know what the hell did i do.
Since that day, we began to drift away from each other. I realized is so terrible. Till now, we dont talked even though we been invited to one of the birthday party.

I dont really even contact mostly secondary school friends any more.
I treasure my ITE school mates now.

I really hope our friendship will last long =)

p/s : kind of emotional =(

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