Tuesday, July 20, 2010 ♥
♥ 7/20/2010 12:48:00 am
It been awhile since i post anything over here.
Many things happened and i don't know where to start or i don't wish to say .
I am very insensitive toward people's feeling, because i can simply treat nothing happen and tmr will be a better day.
Isn't make life more easier and happier.
I don't mind being sad alone, or unhappy.
Is ok. I'm fine with it. That why some people may think i very unfriendly.
I think alot tonight. I really don't know what I want .
I just feel I'm so fucking useless. and i don't have the right to say or ask people to change.
I am the one who need a change in my attitude and character.
But that me, i really trying hard to change and open up. But that me, how.
I really trying hard. Regardless in my life, my work or anything that me involving.
Can i just die like that tmr.