Friday, October 29, 2010 ♥ 
                 ♥ 10/29/2010 11:40:00 pm
                I feel that if I never scolded or say by someone, it doesn't make my day like a day.
FUCK,
used to it. 
I'm just dumb, insensitive, stupid, lonely person. 
I'm also PCB, KNN, whatever you can think of.
fuck care me. 
let me rot and decay and slowly disappear .
FML
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                Friday, October 08, 2010 ♥ 
                 ♥ 10/08/2010 12:27:00 pm
                I feel so weird and really damn uncomfortable.
Feet everything are just not right, I don't blame the surrounding, but myself for cant adapt to this weird world. I thought I can adapt every places and surroundings easily, inner feel is the most difficult.  At times, I feel hard to breath, a kind of feeling is so unbearable, something torture within you and heart. 
I may sound stupid, but who cares. They are not me, they will never know how i feel inside me. 
I have damn low self- esteem. 
I may look strong outside and independent, still hope someone will pick me up and make me feel not the way I want. 
like same old saying ;  
you will never know how i feel because you are not in my shoes.
DAMN FML !!!!!!!!!!!!
                Friday, October 01, 2010 ♥ 
                 ♥ 10/01/2010 12:48:00 am
                Is 1st October 2010.
Time files very damn fast. 
I miss you /: 
Do you feel the same as me? 
Hais.
I just a stubborn lil bull =/