Wednesday, April 18, 2012 ♥
♥ 4/18/2012 02:05:00 am

what can i wish for ?
It made me think back what had happened a year ago. The images somehow or rather still lingering in my mind. is not vivid anymore.
Never think back what had happened to me. I blocked it away. Im an optimistic person.
survived afterall.
I never hated someone so much at the same time, i do pity you.
just fuck off.
Saturday, April 14, 2012 ♥
♥ 4/14/2012 03:06:00 am
Felt so damn sucky on the Friday the 13th.
Deleted all the off days i plotted. Im not sure why am i doing that.
Suffocated twice at work in a week. *sighs*
Got to control my mind if not they are running around and getting no where.
Shouldn't take things seriously and getting myself into this kind of state.
Prove to you and myself.
Started to hate weekends off recently. Im insane.
Growing horizon because no more pills for me. damn it. Is the pill or my imagination? who care.
CONTROL CONTROL AND CONTROL.
*promise myself to be a happy girl, once again*